All I ever wanted was the pick apart the day, put the pieces back together my way....

Not a bad day...

My job made me so happy today! I finished The Namesake, it's so good! I started Eyeless in Gaza today... If it's anything like A Brave New World then Aldous shouldn't be letting me down!

Phoenix tomorrow, couldn't be more stoked! Pay day Thursday!!

Getting a bike this weekend, hopefully. Converting it to a single speed in April when Geoff comes home... HOPEFULLY. hahaha.

I am so ready for summer to begin. Online Spanish class and possibly a piano class in the first summer session. We will see. I need to save money for India and Guatemala!

OH and I need to make an appointment to see my adviser about changing my major and about going to Guatemala and scholarships and all that crap!

Spring Break to-dos:

-Clean Room
-Clean Car
-Make study guide for Geog quiz
-Make study guide for Geog exam
-UV light experiment for NATS
-Finish Eyeless in Gaza, begin Frida.
-JR. LG lesson plan

Busy lady! None of it is recreational either.. Booooo!

Life has just gotten so weird. You would think after dealing with people being so disappointing that I wouldn't be affected so much by it anymore but... Nope, I still am. haha.

I am finally done with my long weekend at work! Yay! Spring break has been nothing noteworthy and all I can think about is how I need to raise my GPA. I am contemplating studying during Spring Break.. Who does that??

I'm almost done with The Namesake. It's so good. And a breeze to read. I love reading books and forgetting that you're reading, it's like the greatest thing.

I have also been getting these weird feelings. Like it will feel like my heart is beating especially hard, almost like it is threatening to pop out of my chest.. Not sure what that means really.

I miss people. I need a vacation, but what's new?

xo

This week is fucking HELL. I hate midterm week. I have a test tomorrow, a test wednesday, my big term paper to finish, another paper to write and then a set of statements to make into arguments...

I'm so exhausted, mentally and physically. Summer please come.

I'm starting to notice how different things are now and it really does just suck. Ugh. I wish I could just know what's going on.

Can't stop listening to:

"If you don't remind me, I won't forget you. If you don't ask, I won't upset you."

Today is a good day! Figuring things out is always a plus. I don't think I hate long days as much as I thought I did.

Library tonight, Library Sunday.

Counting down the days until Spring Break!

3-3-09

Seeing it in writing makes it so much harder.

Fuck it.

3-2-09

I strongly dislike March thus far.

It has been about term papers, sad mornings, and being lost. And it's literally been 2 days.

I can't wait until... Not March? Hah. I'm not really that excited for my birthday, I am going to be 20 and nothing that cool ever happens on my birthday anyways. I guess I am excited for... Spring semester to be over. So early May. Also excited for India.

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