Sometimes I wish that I could jump out of my body and look and what my life is. It's weird to think about how we got to where we are now and what steps we will take towards out futures. Honestly, when I graduated high school, I NEVER thought I would be where I am today. Like Middle Eastern Studies, I wouldn't have dreamed of that then. I am in NO WAY unhappy with my choice and am in NO WAY unhappy with my plans for post-grad school... It's just not what I would have expected. Looking at the past always makes me think about the future... What if life doesn't turn out the way I thought it would? I know there will be bumps in the road, but what if I go in the complete wrong direction!! And then I get all anxious and freaked out...
LIFE IS SO CRAZY!
Other than my weird train of thought... School starts Wednesday. I get classes HOPEFULLY tomorrow rather than Tuesday. I am nervous. My social anxiety always gets me at the beginning of every semester. New instructors, new classrooms, new classmates, new criteria. But it's all part of doing what I do. I figured out today that I will be graduating in December 2011 instead of May 2011, but maybe that is for the better. I don't want to rush through my undergrad time.
Let's hope for straight A's this semester!
Sunday, January 11, 2009
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