Life, dude.

I have been a 5 night bender (one morning included). It's been so ridiculous. I feel crazy. It's also been pretty fun. The way things look, it is only set to continue hah.

I've been so social lately, hanging out. I am not sure what is going on. I have been ditching class like it's going out of style, Keep me in line someone!!

I am having fun though and loving my best friend. So that's good, I think we needed something to bring us together, we were fading there for a little while.

I have the best friends in the whole world. They keep me up and make me feel as good as I really am. Loves Loves Loves. Old friends and new friends. <3!!

I need a phoenix trip soon! I miss Mary and Danny and Tan Buns. And have many friends to give hugs to because it's just been that long!

Officially need a standard break....

Alk3, Moz and Movielife.

I need to get real.

10 Seconds Too Late

Days like these, I miss you more than anything. It's a terrible feeling. And it's even more terrible that things are so different now.

Life is so fucking crazy. I feel like a mad woman. I can't keep things straight anymore. I need a get away.

I'm going to try and get out sometime this summer. I need a day without stress... That seems like a crazy thought lately.

I feel like I ruin everything. I need to break that.

2-14-09

My Valentine this year is a bottle of Jameson. Why is Valentine's Day so dumb??? This is the first Valentines in a couple of years that I haven't spent it with Mary. I hate hate hate it. Like really.

I get myself into sticky situations and it sucks. I feel like I'm doing so bad in all my classes. Especially Geography. I have 2 exams on Monday and then a quiz on Wednesday and a quiz on Thursday. I have to read 100 pages tomorrow, make 2 study guides.. Wait, 3.

No more time for games. This is my last social weekend til Spring Break.


I reaaaaally miss Phoenix right now :(

Life is steadily getting more and more stressful. Soon, I probs won't even be able to handle it.
I need a personal assistant/homework helper/driver. Because I got ANOTHER speeding ticket yesterday on the way to school.

I am really skeptical about a lot of things right now. And the person who I am skeptical about is not making a very good case for themself... But hey, just another bad call to add on to a longgggg list that I have! hah.

I miss Phoenix. I need summertime. I need definition. I need to do well this semester.

The WORST Feeling in the World

Letting people down is terrible... Especially when they're family. I hate, hate, hate it. I don't even want to see her.

Life is weird on so many levels right now. Sometimes I wish that I never moved back to Tucson. I love it, but I miss Phoenix so muuuuuch. Ugh. I feel like I never make the good choices...

School's heinous, I have so much going on and am just ready for graduation... In 2 years, hah. I am going to apply for the Teach for America program. It's such an amazing concept and will open so many doors for my future! There's a program called Teach for All that deals with schools abroad and maybe by the time I'm ready for that, there will be a program in the middle east! So excited to graduate!

I took a 6 hour nap earlier and can't get tired now. Class at 9am tomorrow and I am missing someone who I don't think misses me back... So not a good feeling!