Listening to Bayside. Bringing back sweet memories of road trips to Vegas, sing alongs with Morgan and Tom. And good friends.

I miss those days!

So today is my birthday. It feels weird to be 20. I am so much bigger and better of a person than I was last year around this time. I know how I deserve to be treated and what I want for myself. With that being said, I have finally had enough with a destructive friendship. It took one thing to finally push me over the edge. I know how a friend should and shouldn't act.

But everyone at work was so great to me. A boy I work with brought me a cake and everyone sang. My boss sang to be over the bullhorn... Lifeguards are so fun.

Life is really great.

Gonna take a trip down memory lane...

So, while lurking through my parents' computer, I found some funny/really old pictures to share!




2004

2003

2004

2003

It's so crazy how times change! 6 years later and I feel like this was a lifetime ago.. And all the in between now and then pictures (that I chose to exclude for various reasons), it's nuts. I think I have some mental issue because I forget things so easily... I also found some videos that I will try and post later..

In good news, I found a lot of Crudos, Spazz, Indk, Discharge, In My Eyes, MDC, Minutemen... Basically just a lot of awesome music I haven't listened to in YEARS.. I also found some Skrewdriver on here... Apparently I was an even bigger asshole back then... haha

I hate getting old

So... I decided it was the time for a real update....

1. New Found Glory on Sunday was very fun! I love seeing friends and random people that I haven't talked to in yeaaars! OH and lovely out of town friends!! <33

2. I have been in constant limbo between loving and hating school. But, none the less, I am still on the right track and more committed than I have been in the past semesters. For a little over a week, there has not been a day where I haven't spent atleast 3 hours in this forsaken place. But I actually really don't mind it. I hope my final grades reflect my hard work. The U of A is screwing me over, as usual. Registration is closed for anyone except incoming freshman and transfer students. With that being said, the international relations class I want/need (that has 1 seat open in it) is going to go to a freshman who doesn't need it to graduate. COOL. I just want to be done and ready to start law school.

3. My sister graduates this Friday. I'm so proud!! I will be moving into her house August 1, when she moves to San Diego ;(

4. I have been really disappointed with people who are supposed to be my "friends" lately. I didn't know that helping people meant that they could treat you like shit... But apparently that's what it means. I usually don't worry about people and I just let them act like douchebags/assholes/idiots/whatever, but when they are being shitty to me after I have helped them out probably more than anyone, NOT OKAY. Seriously.

5. I really miss Phoenix.

6. I have created more constructive habits. It's really good. I hang out a couple times a week as opposed to never. It's a process, one day I will like to hang out. hah.

That's it I guess. I really thought I had better things to update with?

Summer 2k9

This summer looks like it is going to be awesome:

Birthday!
Catching up in school
$$$
Visits from friends
Eastcoast
REACH THE SKY (This is Hardcore 09)
Beach vacations
New house
Bike (which = bike rides)
Lots of good shows
Getting tattooed!


Ahh I can't wait!! I'm just 2 finals away...

Ahhh. These last couple days have been such a blur. I got into a car accident on Tuesday and have been kinda fucked up ever since. I have been taking Tramadol except it has been making me all fucked up. I feel high 24/7. It sucks so much. I am having such a hard time studying and I have a final tomorrow that have to get atleast an 80 on. And I have to go to the dentist tomorrow to get my mouth checked out and make sure everything is okay. So stressed.

I cannot wait until finals are over.

Sometimes I wish that people would grow up. It's getting really fucking old and no one fucking cares. People need to just get real.

I wish that all these stupid aches and pains would go away. I want to stop taking that freaking medicine.